I can remember having to go to court for making bad choices throughout my entire life. Starting at age 7, continuing throughout my teens years, and following me to this day. All in all I think I may have been to court with my name being called about 30 times. The last time was in 2008 for some of the worst charges I have ever faced. By then I knew the difference between a good lawyer and a fucking awesome lawyer! Because to this day I have never been to prison. I've spent about 100hrs in holding cells which are literally Hell on earth. Anyone sitting in a 5x5 cell would welcome Prison after 24hrs. Sitting with 3-4 other inmates accompanied by feces covered walls and ceilings. Rats the size of your shoe and the Legion of roaches that roam the floors and walls who own the building, the cops are just renting the building.
No matter how bad the storm is we always seem to just continue on. Just by letting go we gain so much in return. Fighting has never held weight in our home and it never will. We pride ourselves on the manner in which we can communicate with one another. There is no doubt in my mind our love will carry on until we are old and grey. Because there is no love greater than what I have with you. I honestly believe in my heart that I was and still am the luckiest man alive to have found his one true love. A love that almost makes you feel selfish because no one else could possibly know what it is like, not knowing what it is like to be loved by you.